{"id":10633,"date":"2024-09-09T12:05:55","date_gmt":"2024-09-09T12:05:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/news.godj.com\/news\/i-grieve-the-person-i-was-before-the-pandemic\/"},"modified":"2024-09-09T12:05:55","modified_gmt":"2024-09-09T12:05:55","slug":"i-grieve-the-person-i-was-before-the-pandemic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/news.godj.com\/news\/i-grieve-the-person-i-was-before-the-pandemic\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;I grieve the person I was before the pandemic&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div id=\"\">\n<figure>\n<div data-component=\"image-block\" class=\"sc-18fde0d6-0 ejjhCR\">\n<div data-testid=\"hero-image\" class=\"sc-814e9212-1 fcEyBx\"><img decoding=\"async\" sizes=\"(min-width: 1280px) 50vw, (min-width: 1008px) 66vw, 96vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/240\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 240w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/320\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 320w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/480\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 480w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/640\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 640w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/800\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 800w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/1024\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 1024w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/1536\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp 1536w\" src=\"https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/480\/cpsprodpb\/5868\/live\/96377de0-6b8b-11ef-8c32-f3c2bc7494c6.jpg.webp\" loading=\"eager\" alt=\"BBC Headshot of Mandi Masters, a midwife from Buckinghamshire, who was hospitalised with Covid in the pandemic.\" class=\"sc-814e9212-0 hIXOPW\"\/><span class=\"sc-814e9212-2 jesyMJ\">BBC<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><figcaption class=\"sc-8353772e-0 cvNhQw\">Mandi Masters, a community midwife, was hospitalised with Covid in the pandemic.<!-- --><\/figcaption><\/p>\n<\/figure>\n<div data-component=\"text-block\" class=\"sc-18fde0d6-0 dlWCEZ\">\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The public inquiry into the pandemic will start 10 weeks of hearings on Monday looking at the impact on patients, healthcare workers and the wider NHS. <!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Covid patients have been admitted to hospital more than a million times in the UK since the virus emerged in 2020, while countless others have had care for other conditions disrupted. <!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The <!-- --><a target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/covid19.public-inquiry.uk\" class=\"sc-c9299ecf-0 bZUiKB\" rel=\"noopener\">third stage of the inquiry<!-- --><\/a> will also examine the impact on NHS staff, the use of masks and PPE in hospitals, the policy of shielding the most vulnerable and the treatment of long Covid. <!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">And for the first time, the stories of more than 30,000 healthcare staff, patients and relatives will form part of the material entered into evidence.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">BBC News has spoken to some of them.<!-- --><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div data-component=\"text-block\" class=\"sc-18fde0d6-0 dlWCEZ\">\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">\u201cIt was absolutely horrendous. We were really struggling, having to scrounge around for masks and gloves,\u201c says Mandi Masters, a community midwife from Aylesbury in Buckinghamshire.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">At that early stage the NHS was, she says, \u201cworking in the dark\u201d as the virus spread from China to Italy and then to the UK.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Mandi later caught Covid herself \u2013 she is convinced at work \u2013 and ended up in hospital on oxygen for three weeks.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">\u201cMy husband took me to A&amp;E but had to leave me there, turn around and walk away,\u201d she says.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">\u201cThe news was coming out on how many health professionals were dying of Covid, but I was just too poorly to care at that point,\u201d she says.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">\u201cLooking back, I have to admit, it was extremely frightening.\u201d<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Mandi, 62, has now returned to work part-time, but still struggles to catch her breath after a short walk.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Every cold or chest infection \u201cwipes her out\u201d and she \u201cgrieves for the person I was before Covid\u201d.<!-- --><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><h2 class=\"sc-518485e5-0 kRvAla\">Treatments and backlogs<!-- --><\/h2>\n<\/p>\n<div data-component=\"text-block\" class=\"sc-18fde0d6-0 dlWCEZ\">\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The third section of the Covid public inquiry will look in detail at the effect on healthcare workers.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">It will also cover:<!-- --><\/p>\n<ul class=\"sc-5c9c90b0-0 cnfHHs\">\n<li class=\"sc-8d73edac-0 ezcCTE\">The diagnosis and treatment of patients with Covid and long-Covid<!-- --><\/li>\n<li class=\"sc-8d73edac-0 ezcCTE\">Masks, PPE and infection control in hospitals<!-- --><\/li>\n<li class=\"sc-8d73edac-0 ezcCTE\">The policy of shielding the most clinically vulnerable<!-- --><\/li>\n<li class=\"sc-8d73edac-0 ezcCTE\">The use of GPs, ambulances and the NHS 111 helpline<!-- --><\/li>\n<li class=\"sc-8d73edac-0 ezcCTE\">Maternity and end-of-life care<!-- --><\/li>\n<li class=\"sc-8d73edac-0 ezcCTE\">NHS staffing including the use of private hospitals and temporary &#8220;Nightingale&#8221; sites<!-- --><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">It has to examine the impact on the wider healthcare system, including the sharp increase in delays and waiting lists triggered by the pandemic.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Lynda Ross, from Portadown, was booked in for spinal surgery in early 2020.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Her operation was cancelled and, by the time she could see her specialist again, she was told it was too late for treatment.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">\u201cThe consequence of that is I have to live my life in a level of pain that has me on the same medication as someone who is dying from cancer.\u201d she says.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">&#8220;It feels like the rest of my life has been destroyed.&#8221;<!-- --><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<figure>\n<div data-component=\"image-block\" class=\"sc-18fde0d6-0 jFCfG\">\n<div data-testid=\"image\" class=\"sc-814e9212-1 fcEyBx\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bbc.com\/bbcx\/grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-814e9212-0 cCvKR hide-when-no-script\"\/><img decoding=\"async\" sizes=\"(min-width: 1280px) 50vw, (min-width: 1008px) 66vw, 96vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/240\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 240w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/320\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 320w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/480\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 480w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/640\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 640w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/800\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 800w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/1024\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 1024w,https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/1536\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp 1536w\" src=\"https:\/\/ichef.bbci.co.uk\/news\/480\/cpsprodpb\/4f7b\/live\/eb506510-6b8d-11ef-b970-9f202720b57a.jpg.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"Headshot of Lynda Ross, from Portadown, who had her spinal surgery cancelled during Covid.\" class=\"sc-814e9212-0 hIXOPW\"\/><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><figcaption class=\"sc-8353772e-0 cvNhQw\">Lynda Ross, 47, from Portadown, had her spinal surgery cancelled because of Covid.<!-- --><\/figcaption><\/p>\n<\/figure>\n<div data-component=\"text-block\" class=\"sc-18fde0d6-0 dlWCEZ\">\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">More than 50 witnesses are expected to give evidence over the next 10 weeks, including scientists, medical experts, healthcare workers and politicians.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Covid-19 Bereaved Families for Justice UK, which represents more than 7,000 relatives, says it is \u201cdeeply worried\u201d that only two of the 23 witnesses it has put forward have been called to appear.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">\u201cWithout our input, the inquiry risks repeating the mistakes that played out during the pandemic by failing to take into consideration the lived experience of ordinary families,\u201d said its spokesperson Rivka Gottlieb.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The inquiry says it does allow members of the public <!-- --><a target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/covid19.public-inquiry.uk\/every-story-matters\/children-and-young-people\/?utm_source=Google&amp;utm_medium=search&amp;utm_campaign=ESM_M8&amp;utm_content=P&amp;C&amp;gad_source=1&amp;gbraid=0AAAAAprXS7ywNtz9heYjfL9v4gwotLnSl&amp;gclid=CjwKCAjwreW2BhBhEiwAavLwfPYZqsKi_RFYAZ7X33Ztk2GfJRlKdRx7Zxxi61GIKBmIL_E4aF0LuhoCfRIQAvD_BwE\" class=\"sc-c9299ecf-0 bZUiKB\" rel=\"noopener\">to contribute online<!-- --><\/a> to its Every Story Matters project, and has run 20 different face-to-face events so far in town centres across the UK.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The stories of more than 30,000 healthcare workers, patients and relatives have been collated into a 200-page written record that will be entered into evidence on Monday.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The inquiry\u2019s secretary, Ben Connah, said the document could not replace one-to-one testimony, but did allow a large number of people to contribute anonymously &#8211; &#8220;some of whom wouldn\u2019t want to give formal evidence in a frankly scary courtroom&#8221;.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">The public inquiry, likely to be one of the most expensive in legal history, has been split into nine different sections, each of which will hear from witnesses and report findings separately.<!-- --><\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-eb7bd5f6-0 fYAfXe\">Baroness Hallett, who is chairing the inquiry, has already taken evidence on pandemic planning and political decision-making, with future sections expected on the vaccine rollout, the care sector, test and trace, the impact on children, and the economy.<!-- --><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bbc.com\/news\/articles\/crrlv0enpeno\">Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>BBC Mandi Masters, a community midwife, was hospitalised with Covid in the pandemic. 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